The doll came in 2 days after I had ordered it, and it felt both exciting and intimidating. As I unpacked it from its box, I was blown away by its soft, Penis Rings velvety skin and deliciously shaped body. Its features were realistic and vibrators lifelike, with perfect proportions and excellent detailing.
But what really got me was its audio capability. It breathed heavily and whispered lewd little phrases while I moved my hands over its body. It was so seductive and naughty, I almost felt guilty. But it was so addictive! I had been warned about how these dolls can become addictive, but I really hadn’t expected it to be this real.
The doll gave me a feeling of being truly desired and accepted. I also felt immense pleasure using the doll; the orgasm was strong and intense. It was the kind of pleasure and liberation only a toy can give.
Other than pleasurable sensation, I also learned to appreciate using dolls for emotional healing. They are great for getting over recent breakups and boosting low self-esteem. The doll also provided me with invaluable experience that I would learn to apply to my future intimate relationships.
I was also happy to find out that the doll was quite affordable and yet also very durable. I thought it would be a huge investment, but it turns out that it was actually quite the bargain.
Getting the doll also changed the way I think about sex and intimacy. I knew of course that dolls were used as sex toys but I never expected to feel so emotionally connected to it. I wouldn’t say I’m in love with it, but I’m definitely fond of it.
What I really enjoy is the freedom that comes with owning a doll. There’s no pressure to perform or put up an act, no comparison with someone else, no guilt or shame – it’s just the pleasure of unfettered pleasure and exploration.
My experience with silicone sex dolls has changed the way I think about sex in a positive way. I’m no longer embarrassed or scared to use a toy. I’ve stopped worrying about what people think and instead focus on how I feel. Sex has become an act of liberation and exploration and that’s something that we should all value.